Living?
I am so depressed about my life. I feel like ending it all. Yet, my body cries, saying it still wants to live. What should I even do? All my life, I just felt miserable about myself. Wanting to feel cared for, but when someone comes, my brain declines. From my childhood until the present, I am like a living bomb that soon might explode. Oh dear God, what have I done to my life? I should have listened to my family when I was still a child. Now all I do is regret the actions that I did in the past. They say that past is the past. Forget about it all. But I am someone who got stuck in that past, and I can't find the way to the present.
I am so depressed about my life. I feel like ending it all. Yet, my body cries, saying it still wants to live. What should I even do? All my life, I just felt miserable about myself. Wanting to feel cared for, but when someone comes, my brain declines. From my childhood until the present, I am like a living bomb that soon might explode. Oh dear God, what have I done to my life? I should have listened to my family when I was still a child. Now all I do is regret the actions that I did in the past. They say that past is the past. Forget about it all. But I am someone who got stuck in that past, and I can't find the way to the present.