PHC- CalcYouLoss
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I still memorize the features of your face, and the dimples in your cheeks.
I can still remember how butterflies ran through my stomach the first time you said those words.
I cant seem to forget how much I cried during our first fight and how they are playing in my head like an old record put to play.
I can clearly remember everything we shared together.
The nostalgia is gently reminding me of what I gained and what I lost.
Everyday feels so hard to wake up and sleep knowing what I thought would last forever had ended.
We came to an end.
You were everything I ever wished for.
You were someone I planned my life with.
You were my goodmorning and you were my sleepless night.
Youve known me like how the clouds shelter the mountains.
Youve seen me crumble and build and fall again.
And I didnt know that you will be the reason of my crumble.
And I didnt know that you will be the reason for my walls to fall.
But I will rebuild and never find love to the same place where I lost it.
Someday, I will sleep without thinking of your face, theway you smile.
Someday, I will stop stalking you on social media.
I will stop writing you letters you'll never receive.
I will stop mumbling your name at midnight while Im asleep.
I will stop writing poems about you.
I will stop staring at your photos.
And eventually, someday, I will get over you and I will never have to miss you again.
Yeah.You are still here. But one day, I will be the one to leave our remnants from inside.I still love you now ,but I will be able to love again, and it wont be you anymore.
I can still remember how butterflies ran through my stomach the first time you said those words.
I cant seem to forget how much I cried during our first fight and how they are playing in my head like an old record put to play.
I can clearly remember everything we shared together.
The nostalgia is gently reminding me of what I gained and what I lost.
Everyday feels so hard to wake up and sleep knowing what I thought would last forever had ended.
We came to an end.
You were everything I ever wished for.
You were someone I planned my life with.
You were my goodmorning and you were my sleepless night.
Youve known me like how the clouds shelter the mountains.
Youve seen me crumble and build and fall again.
And I didnt know that you will be the reason of my crumble.
And I didnt know that you will be the reason for my walls to fall.
But I will rebuild and never find love to the same place where I lost it.
Someday, I will sleep without thinking of your face, theway you smile.
Someday, I will stop stalking you on social media.
I will stop writing you letters you'll never receive.
I will stop mumbling your name at midnight while Im asleep.
I will stop writing poems about you.
I will stop staring at your photos.
And eventually, someday, I will get over you and I will never have to miss you again.
Yeah.You are still here. But one day, I will be the one to leave our remnants from inside.I still love you now ,but I will be able to love again, and it wont be you anymore.
