letting my heart out so just skip if you're not interested.
was it worth it after all? was there even a time that it was not just a lie? why does it feels like the past 6 years is just a lie?
sometimes I ask God, why do i have to be the one to suffer like this when all i did was to love faithfully?
why it has to be me when there are lots of cheaters in the world who deserve this kind of hurt?
too mad to the world. too angry to the man who made me feel like this.
and he was just acting like nothing happened.
how unfair this world to live in?
all the lies, the painful words, the betrayal, the way he made up scenarios just to make me the bad guy.
it was my last strand and yet he's just laughing there, got a knife and cut my last hope of him, of love.
he is happy with another woman, just hours after we both laughed together.
when you gave your all but instead he chose another, and left you in the air.
my heart is bleeding but i gotta show the world that i'm okay because i chose to be with him even if really didn't deserve.
i wanted to say i love you one last time but i know he will never love me as he loved her and it's just gonna ruin my life.
until then, i gotta fake it til i make it.
was it worth it after all? was there even a time that it was not just a lie? why does it feels like the past 6 years is just a lie?
sometimes I ask God, why do i have to be the one to suffer like this when all i did was to love faithfully?
why it has to be me when there are lots of cheaters in the world who deserve this kind of hurt?
too mad to the world. too angry to the man who made me feel like this.
and he was just acting like nothing happened.
how unfair this world to live in?
all the lies, the painful words, the betrayal, the way he made up scenarios just to make me the bad guy.
it was my last strand and yet he's just laughing there, got a knife and cut my last hope of him, of love.
he is happy with another woman, just hours after we both laughed together.
when you gave your all but instead he chose another, and left you in the air.
my heart is bleeding but i gotta show the world that i'm okay because i chose to be with him even if really didn't deserve.
i wanted to say i love you one last time but i know he will never love me as he loved her and it's just gonna ruin my life.
until then, i gotta fake it til i make it.