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In our life sometimes we questioned things and we looked for an answer. There is one thing that happened to me that until now I feel it needs closure.
Unfortunately, wala akong balita sa kanila ngayon. I didn’t even see them in soc med. Anyhow, I just wanna share my story through this forum what I’ve got back then.
I met Liezl through soc med. We started talking & texting and she fell in love with me. One day, we went on a casual date - we watched UAAP basketball game finals (pasok kase USTE that time) Afterwards, we ate dinner in a fast-food chain and hinatid ko na sya sa kanila. And in the following days, we would just talk over the phone and one time when she was with her friends in school, she asked me to talked with her close friends. Wala ako sa mood makipagusap pero para hindi magtampo kinausap ko friends nya. She had one friend that really caught my attention because of her voice – it’s a bit deep and low pitch (like a male voice & BTW her name is JA). Pero binalewala ko lang kase mukhang nakgkakasayahan silang tropa sa school nila.
The following week, I went to visit my mom in the province. So pagdating ko, tinawagan ko si Liezl para mangamusta kaso busy sya sa school project at nasa house nila yung isa nyang friend. Sabi nya saken “kausapin mo muna ang maganda kong friend, si Ja”. Me and Ja talked for a while and eventually I also got her phone number. The next morning, I felt restless because I couldn’t help myself thinking about Ja. Hindi ko pa sya na-me-meet ng personal pero ang lakas ng urge ko ng araw na yun na makita at makausap sya. So, I decided na tawagan sya and luckily sinagot naman nya tawag ko. It was so awkward talking to her because I don’t have any single reason why I should call her. And she knows about me and Liezl. Well, I explained to her that there’s nothing special going on between me and her friend’s - Liezl. During my one month stay in the province, everyday tinatawagan ko si Ja and kinakausap naman nya ako. We talked daily for like 2 to 3 hours.
After my vacation, I headed back to Manila. Kinausap ko si Ja if pwede kaming mag meet. So sakto yung timing kase nagpa practice sila sa gym for their cheer routine. She’s member of Salinggawi Dance Troupe. So sinabi nya saken, “hintayin mo ako sa Calderon Plaza at 0930pm”. I was there at 9pm kase excited ako ma-meet sya in person for the first time. So, I kept waiting until 1030pm but she never came to our meeting place. Nagdesisyon ako na pumunta sa gym para icheck if andon pa silang nagpa-practice. Before I reached the gate, sinalubong nya agad ako. She easily recognized me from afar because I told her what clothes I’m wearing. She told me “kanina pa kita pinagmamasdan doon sa plaza, nakikita kita mula sa terrace. Gusto ko lang malaman kung hanggang kelan ka maghihintay saken”. Nakilala ko sya dahil sa voice nya. Well, after I saw her – na love-at-first sight ako sa kanya. She is Morena. 5’8 in height (matangkad ako sa kanya) at slim – well shaped body. Anyhow, since tapos na practice nila that night, at sobrang gabi na eh I asked her na ihatid na sya kase sa Taguig pa sya uuwe. At first reluctant sya kase first time lang naming magmeet tapos ihahatid ko pa sya. I just told her na nothing to worried about kase harmless naman ako. So ayun, naihatid ko sya pauwe sa house nila at nakauwe rin naman ako samen ng safe.
Starting that day, lage kaming naguusap sa phone. Pag may need syang project, nagpapatulong saken. Sometimes we go out and watched movies. Pag gagabihin sya sa practice, nagpapasundo saken. May mga time na kapag nagha-hangout silang dance troupe, ini-invite nya ako sumama at tumambay kasama ng tropa nila. Pinupuntahan ko sya sa USTE at pinakilala na ren nya ako sa sister nya na doon ren nag-aaral ng BSN. Pinakilala ko ren sya sa mga tropa ko at pag may events kasama ko sya. All these things we are doing are “patago” kasi hindi pa sya allowed sa family nya na magkaroon ng BF.
One Sunday night, after ng practice nila, hinatid ko sya pauwe. Usually, hanggang kanto lang ako ng house nila para hindi sya mapagalitan ng Daddy nya. But this time pinatuloy nya ako sa house nila. While I was sitting in the sala, Ja’s brothers came in. Lahat sila nagulat kase first time magdala ng kaibigang lalaki ng kapatid nila. So pinakilala ako ni Ja sa kanila. And then nag dinner kami sa house nila at doon ren nya ako pinakilala sa Daddy nya pati sa fave cousin nya na si Ate Marisa. At that time, ang mommy niya eh nasa US. Masayang masaya ako kase finally nameet ko na family nya.
Kinabukasan, umorder ako ng isang bouquet na flower at pina special delivery ko sa mismong classroom nila. Ang kaso lang, absent sya kase first day ng period nya. Kapag first day, hindi sya pumapasok kase lageng masama pakiramdam nya at nagpa-pass out sya. So binigay na lang ng friend nya yung pinadala kong flowers. Tinawagan nya na lang ako para sabihin na dinala na lang sa kanya ung flowers.
All along I thought everything was alright. During August month (UAAP cheerleading competition), daily they had a practice and it always ends late at night. Kaya nagdecide sya na mag-dorm dahil sa hectic sched nya. And since busy time, naisipan ko i-surprise sya at bisitahin. Pumunta ako sa gym pero sa may gate pa lang nakita na nya ako. She was upset and asked me “why are you here? umuwe ka na”. I was stunned by her reaction & she went back to the gym. Nablangko ako at that very moment, hindi ko alam anong dapat kong isipin at gawin. The next day, kasama ko friend ko (she’s a bi*) at dumaan kami sa USTE church. Palabas kami ng Lacson gate at nakita ko si Ja sa kabilang kalsada. Immediate reaction ko e umiwas kase baka wala sya sa mood makita na naman ako. So ang nagkita at nagkausap eh si Ja at ang friend ko. At ang sabi pa nya “nakita ko si M, bakit sya nawala at umiwas?”. Gumawa na lang ng excuse ang friend ko at inalam nya na ren kung saan ang dorm nya. Pagkagabi, pinuntahan naming ng friend ko yung dorm ni Ja, along the way nakita namen sya magisa at pabalik ng USTE. When she saw me, she got mad, shouted and said “Go home. Leave me alone”. Nagulat ren ang friend ko sa sinabi nya kaya niyaya na lang nya akong umuwe.
That was the last time I saw Ja. Hindi na ako nakipag communicate. Hindi na kami nagkausap. Hindi ko na rin nalaman ang tunay na dahilan while suddenly, she treated me differently. Although may nakapagsabi saken na hindi nagustuhan ng Mom and Dad nya yung pagiging magkaibigan namin.
Well, until now she holds a special place in my heart. Until now gusto ko pa rin malaman ang totoong nagyari sa kanya bakit bigla syang nagbago at nagalit. Sana somehow malaman ko ang kwento mo
For Liezl, i wanna say im sorry. I wasnt brave enough to tell you na hindi ko pala masusuklian yung pinakita mong pagmamahal. Im sorry that i hurt your feelings. Im sorry I fell in love with Ja
Unfortunately, wala akong balita sa kanila ngayon. I didn’t even see them in soc med. Anyhow, I just wanna share my story through this forum what I’ve got back then.
I met Liezl through soc med. We started talking & texting and she fell in love with me. One day, we went on a casual date - we watched UAAP basketball game finals (pasok kase USTE that time) Afterwards, we ate dinner in a fast-food chain and hinatid ko na sya sa kanila. And in the following days, we would just talk over the phone and one time when she was with her friends in school, she asked me to talked with her close friends. Wala ako sa mood makipagusap pero para hindi magtampo kinausap ko friends nya. She had one friend that really caught my attention because of her voice – it’s a bit deep and low pitch (like a male voice & BTW her name is JA). Pero binalewala ko lang kase mukhang nakgkakasayahan silang tropa sa school nila.
The following week, I went to visit my mom in the province. So pagdating ko, tinawagan ko si Liezl para mangamusta kaso busy sya sa school project at nasa house nila yung isa nyang friend. Sabi nya saken “kausapin mo muna ang maganda kong friend, si Ja”. Me and Ja talked for a while and eventually I also got her phone number. The next morning, I felt restless because I couldn’t help myself thinking about Ja. Hindi ko pa sya na-me-meet ng personal pero ang lakas ng urge ko ng araw na yun na makita at makausap sya. So, I decided na tawagan sya and luckily sinagot naman nya tawag ko. It was so awkward talking to her because I don’t have any single reason why I should call her. And she knows about me and Liezl. Well, I explained to her that there’s nothing special going on between me and her friend’s - Liezl. During my one month stay in the province, everyday tinatawagan ko si Ja and kinakausap naman nya ako. We talked daily for like 2 to 3 hours.
After my vacation, I headed back to Manila. Kinausap ko si Ja if pwede kaming mag meet. So sakto yung timing kase nagpa practice sila sa gym for their cheer routine. She’s member of Salinggawi Dance Troupe. So sinabi nya saken, “hintayin mo ako sa Calderon Plaza at 0930pm”. I was there at 9pm kase excited ako ma-meet sya in person for the first time. So, I kept waiting until 1030pm but she never came to our meeting place. Nagdesisyon ako na pumunta sa gym para icheck if andon pa silang nagpa-practice. Before I reached the gate, sinalubong nya agad ako. She easily recognized me from afar because I told her what clothes I’m wearing. She told me “kanina pa kita pinagmamasdan doon sa plaza, nakikita kita mula sa terrace. Gusto ko lang malaman kung hanggang kelan ka maghihintay saken”. Nakilala ko sya dahil sa voice nya. Well, after I saw her – na love-at-first sight ako sa kanya. She is Morena. 5’8 in height (matangkad ako sa kanya) at slim – well shaped body. Anyhow, since tapos na practice nila that night, at sobrang gabi na eh I asked her na ihatid na sya kase sa Taguig pa sya uuwe. At first reluctant sya kase first time lang naming magmeet tapos ihahatid ko pa sya. I just told her na nothing to worried about kase harmless naman ako. So ayun, naihatid ko sya pauwe sa house nila at nakauwe rin naman ako samen ng safe.
Starting that day, lage kaming naguusap sa phone. Pag may need syang project, nagpapatulong saken. Sometimes we go out and watched movies. Pag gagabihin sya sa practice, nagpapasundo saken. May mga time na kapag nagha-hangout silang dance troupe, ini-invite nya ako sumama at tumambay kasama ng tropa nila. Pinupuntahan ko sya sa USTE at pinakilala na ren nya ako sa sister nya na doon ren nag-aaral ng BSN. Pinakilala ko ren sya sa mga tropa ko at pag may events kasama ko sya. All these things we are doing are “patago” kasi hindi pa sya allowed sa family nya na magkaroon ng BF.
One Sunday night, after ng practice nila, hinatid ko sya pauwe. Usually, hanggang kanto lang ako ng house nila para hindi sya mapagalitan ng Daddy nya. But this time pinatuloy nya ako sa house nila. While I was sitting in the sala, Ja’s brothers came in. Lahat sila nagulat kase first time magdala ng kaibigang lalaki ng kapatid nila. So pinakilala ako ni Ja sa kanila. And then nag dinner kami sa house nila at doon ren nya ako pinakilala sa Daddy nya pati sa fave cousin nya na si Ate Marisa. At that time, ang mommy niya eh nasa US. Masayang masaya ako kase finally nameet ko na family nya.
Kinabukasan, umorder ako ng isang bouquet na flower at pina special delivery ko sa mismong classroom nila. Ang kaso lang, absent sya kase first day ng period nya. Kapag first day, hindi sya pumapasok kase lageng masama pakiramdam nya at nagpa-pass out sya. So binigay na lang ng friend nya yung pinadala kong flowers. Tinawagan nya na lang ako para sabihin na dinala na lang sa kanya ung flowers.
All along I thought everything was alright. During August month (UAAP cheerleading competition), daily they had a practice and it always ends late at night. Kaya nagdecide sya na mag-dorm dahil sa hectic sched nya. And since busy time, naisipan ko i-surprise sya at bisitahin. Pumunta ako sa gym pero sa may gate pa lang nakita na nya ako. She was upset and asked me “why are you here? umuwe ka na”. I was stunned by her reaction & she went back to the gym. Nablangko ako at that very moment, hindi ko alam anong dapat kong isipin at gawin. The next day, kasama ko friend ko (she’s a bi*) at dumaan kami sa USTE church. Palabas kami ng Lacson gate at nakita ko si Ja sa kabilang kalsada. Immediate reaction ko e umiwas kase baka wala sya sa mood makita na naman ako. So ang nagkita at nagkausap eh si Ja at ang friend ko. At ang sabi pa nya “nakita ko si M, bakit sya nawala at umiwas?”. Gumawa na lang ng excuse ang friend ko at inalam nya na ren kung saan ang dorm nya. Pagkagabi, pinuntahan naming ng friend ko yung dorm ni Ja, along the way nakita namen sya magisa at pabalik ng USTE. When she saw me, she got mad, shouted and said “Go home. Leave me alone”. Nagulat ren ang friend ko sa sinabi nya kaya niyaya na lang nya akong umuwe.
That was the last time I saw Ja. Hindi na ako nakipag communicate. Hindi na kami nagkausap. Hindi ko na rin nalaman ang tunay na dahilan while suddenly, she treated me differently. Although may nakapagsabi saken na hindi nagustuhan ng Mom and Dad nya yung pagiging magkaibigan namin.
Well, until now she holds a special place in my heart. Until now gusto ko pa rin malaman ang totoong nagyari sa kanya bakit bigla syang nagbago at nagalit. Sana somehow malaman ko ang kwento mo
For Liezl, i wanna say im sorry. I wasnt brave enough to tell you na hindi ko pala masusuklian yung pinakita mong pagmamahal. Im sorry that i hurt your feelings. Im sorry I fell in love with Ja
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always be careful with your actions, ika nga butterfly effect.