(TL;DR) Hingi lang po sana opinion about my bf na pinipilit ako makipags3x kahit may lagnat ako at ayaw ko.
Im the type of acads,career>relationship kasi. Pero I have a bf for 5months na years naman na kami magkakilala we’ve been schoolmates since.
Inaamin ko may pagkamalaswa ang bunganga ko I opened up the topic abt s3x and more between us. We often touch each other. Then on his bday he wanted to do something more we almost did it. I cried telling him No.
Then start na kasi ng classes ko and magkaiba na kami ng university. He said he wanted to goodluck me. So we planned to have a date sa coffee shop. Pero dinala niya ako sa bahay nila. (Ive never went to his house) He told me may kailangan lang siyang kunin at ayaw niya daw ako maiwan sa mall kaya pinilit niya na isama ako. Ayun bigla niya hinawakan damit ko and sabi nya tanggalin nya raw. I told him “No” a few times actually. I cried while doing it but he was clueless bakit raw ako umiiyak. He didnt even consoled me while crying.
Hes the type of “Im so inlove with you” guy. Maiisip mo talaga na mahal ka niya and all. Bbitbitin niya gamit mo. Ppunasan ka niya ng pawis. Ihhatid ka hanggang sa bahay kahit alas 10 na at kabilang bayan pa siya.
Tatlong beses pa lang kami nag s3x at its been 3 weeks since we last did it. Kapag nasa mall kami he would suggest na mag cr kami or fire exit. Nakakasuka no. Yung another time na nagsex kami akala ko he was joking sa cr. Pero hinila niya talaga ako papasok.
Then kahapon, nagkalagnat ako. We planned to have a date and punta sa arena ng hapon since I have to watch NCAA. Since may lagnat ako sabi ko sa kanya manood nalang kami. After namin manood sinumpong nanaman ako ng lagnat. Pauwi na kami nito and he keeps touching me sexually. Dumadaan kasi ako sa mall pauwi kaya kumain muna kami. Malala na yung lagnat ko pero bukambibig nya pa rin na “cr tayo.” tigang na ata siya. Sabi ko ayoko kasi masama pakiramdam ko at magcr nalang siya magisa. Pinilit niya ako na samahan siya at hinila niya ko papunta. Nung malapit na kami sa cr nagmadali ako maglakad papuntang womens para d niya na ako mahila papuntang PWD. Tapos grabe yung pagluwag sa puso ko since sarado raw yung PWD. I was very thankful.
Ano pong gagawin ko? Should I stop planning dates with him? Gusto ko rin sana makita if gano katagal niya kaya magtiis. Will he cheat on me para mapunan yung hindi pa ako handang punan?
Im the type of acads,career>relationship kasi. Pero I have a bf for 5months na years naman na kami magkakilala we’ve been schoolmates since.
Inaamin ko may pagkamalaswa ang bunganga ko I opened up the topic abt s3x and more between us. We often touch each other. Then on his bday he wanted to do something more we almost did it. I cried telling him No.
Then start na kasi ng classes ko and magkaiba na kami ng university. He said he wanted to goodluck me. So we planned to have a date sa coffee shop. Pero dinala niya ako sa bahay nila. (Ive never went to his house) He told me may kailangan lang siyang kunin at ayaw niya daw ako maiwan sa mall kaya pinilit niya na isama ako. Ayun bigla niya hinawakan damit ko and sabi nya tanggalin nya raw. I told him “No” a few times actually. I cried while doing it but he was clueless bakit raw ako umiiyak. He didnt even consoled me while crying.
Hes the type of “Im so inlove with you” guy. Maiisip mo talaga na mahal ka niya and all. Bbitbitin niya gamit mo. Ppunasan ka niya ng pawis. Ihhatid ka hanggang sa bahay kahit alas 10 na at kabilang bayan pa siya.
Tatlong beses pa lang kami nag s3x at its been 3 weeks since we last did it. Kapag nasa mall kami he would suggest na mag cr kami or fire exit. Nakakasuka no. Yung another time na nagsex kami akala ko he was joking sa cr. Pero hinila niya talaga ako papasok.
Then kahapon, nagkalagnat ako. We planned to have a date and punta sa arena ng hapon since I have to watch NCAA. Since may lagnat ako sabi ko sa kanya manood nalang kami. After namin manood sinumpong nanaman ako ng lagnat. Pauwi na kami nito and he keeps touching me sexually. Dumadaan kasi ako sa mall pauwi kaya kumain muna kami. Malala na yung lagnat ko pero bukambibig nya pa rin na “cr tayo.” tigang na ata siya. Sabi ko ayoko kasi masama pakiramdam ko at magcr nalang siya magisa. Pinilit niya ako na samahan siya at hinila niya ko papunta. Nung malapit na kami sa cr nagmadali ako maglakad papuntang womens para d niya na ako mahila papuntang PWD. Tapos grabe yung pagluwag sa puso ko since sarado raw yung PWD. I was very thankful.
Ano pong gagawin ko? Should I stop planning dates with him? Gusto ko rin sana makita if gano katagal niya kaya magtiis. Will he cheat on me para mapunan yung hindi pa ako handang punan?