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I am just tired, I want to quit! I can't, how to end this, I am decided. I am confused. I am scared. I am sad. My mom won't listen. I wish I was not an honor student. I wish I have been more assertive with my dream. I wish to escape from this painful reality.
Well, just one more year and I'll already be a graduate. Yehey! I'm supposed to be happy but I am not. Supposed to be learning but I am not. I want to drop and shift but can not. Supposed to talk to someone to ease the dread but can not. Mood swings here and there. What am I supposed to do?
I was supposed to be thankful for the people who talk me out of my decision, but somehow I am not.
Am I selfish for being tired? Am I selfish for finally standing up for my dream? Am I selfish for giving up? I am sorry I had enough! No more tears! No more!
Well, just one more year and I'll already be a graduate. Yehey! I'm supposed to be happy but I am not. Supposed to be learning but I am not. I want to drop and shift but can not. Supposed to talk to someone to ease the dread but can not. Mood swings here and there. What am I supposed to do?
I was supposed to be thankful for the people who talk me out of my decision, but somehow I am not.
Am I selfish for being tired? Am I selfish for finally standing up for my dream? Am I selfish for giving up? I am sorry I had enough! No more tears! No more!